Monday Thoughts

 Am I just too much... am I enough? 

I have to tell myself I'm not and that I am, respectively, but I really don't know. I worry I share too much with people, that my sense of humour is too much - that I am too silly. At the same time I worry that I let people down a lot, even though I know it's not true. My inner critic - Negative Norma - tends to go into overdrive with these things and I just end up worrying about if I'm imposing on people... or alternatively that I'm too reticent and hang back too much. There's no real happy medium, unfortunately, and I always seem to be overly familiar and over sharing or aloof and not sharing enough. 

I hope I can find a way around this, eventually.